From this account, you seem very unpleasant to work with. Anger just makes you more angry and bitter, you gain nothing by being this angry, and people who see your comments are hurt by them.
You said you keep it private and try to be well behaved, but it probably comes out in your interactions with others, whether you're aware of it or not.
You said you keep it private and try to be well behaved, but it probably comes out in your interactions with others, whether you're aware of it or not.