I understand the feeling. i don't know how to feel about some contemporary art either. I'm sure there' some story behind this but it also looks like randomly generated art to me, even though I like it
I treat abstract art as a source of inspiration (colour palette, pattern design, composition, technique). I prefer when it is made by a human working with a physical medium, because that's how you achieve mastery. Yet another Processing app able to churn out an infinite number of random images does nothing for me.
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