"During that time I mostly kept the faith about it since I was a zealous XP advocate, but had a large measure of doubt about its true effectiveness."
Revealing sentence.
You "had a large measure of doubt about its effectiveness" but since you were a "zealous advocate" (of something you were doubtful about!) you mostly "kept the faith".
Sounds pretty hypocritical and manipulative. How are we to believe your "zealous" declarations now?
No wonder agilists are often dismissed as "One True Way" religious fanatics.
Revealing sentence.
You "had a large measure of doubt about its effectiveness" but since you were a "zealous advocate" (of something you were doubtful about!) you mostly "kept the faith".
Sounds pretty hypocritical and manipulative. How are we to believe your "zealous" declarations now?
No wonder agilists are often dismissed as "One True Way" religious fanatics.