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can my letters do to anyone?
What interesting information can I impart to anyone?
Not that I am not happy, very happy, but then I have quite lost the power of contributing to the amusement of others....
To her sister Annie
1845 or 1846.
.. I visited my Mother
Otis 1 on Thursday evening, and had a pleasant time.
I went alone, Chev being philanthropically engaged-party being over, I called for him at
Mr. Mann's, but they were so happy over their report that they concluded to make a night of it, and I came home alone.
Chev returned at one, quite intoxicated with benevolence....
Finding that the isolation of
South Boston was telling seriously upon her health and spirits, the
Doctor decided on a change, and the winter of 1846 was spent at the
Winthrop House in
Boston.
To the same
Monday morning, 1846.
My dearest, sweetest Annie,
.. I have neglected you sadly this winter, and my heart reproaches me for it. ... It has been strange to me, to return to life and to feel that I have any sympathy with living beings.... I have been singing and writing poetry, so you may know that I have been happy.
Alas! am I not a selfish creature to prize these enjoyments as I do, above
almost everything else in the