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feelings of those whom he cared for. I was not converted so soon as he to the belief that harsh measures were necessary in the treatment of the South; and he was always willing to listen to the opinions of those about him on important affairs.
I recollect discussing the situation with several other officers in his presence, and maintaining my views with fervor though they were contrary to his own. The controversy became excited, and Grant himself took part.
At last he exclaimed: ‘Why, Badeau, I believe you are a Copperhead.’
I felt the blood mount to my forehead at the taunt, so unusual from him, and could hardly speak for a moment.
Then I stammered that I thought my past might have saved me that reproach, at least from the head of the army.
But the words were only half spoken when he interrupted, and retracted what he had said, with tones and glances that repaid me for all the pain he had inflicted.
All that day he took care in a hundred little ways to do me kindnesses and to show that he was striving to make amends.
For this stubborn, silent soldier was as considerate for the sensitiveness of a friend as ever he was anxious for the welfare of the State or for victory over a rebellious enemy.
1 Extract from letter in fac simile, page 589.
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